Yess hell I am.
I just realize how much I love him, its more than just a love, or just a words.
It sumthin different from the last.
This love made me more confident, believe in my self even better.
He never once broke my heart so far, hurt my feeling with his joke or words. I'm so overwhelmed to be around him.
But I'm scared
I'm too scared I've hurt him with my attitude, and my words.
I know he loves me,
Maybe more than he love his life.
Even he say he loves me no matter I want, even for what I've did to him, I still scared of doing things that can harm this relationship.
I love him.
I hope this was the last.
I hope I can have this feeling for the rest of my live.
I hope I can have him to be with me till my last breathe..
I love you @ryanrecht